Black Dragon - 
Internal Work (Academy)

NEW ON THE PATH?

At a certain point, there is no more moving forward— and no way back.

You feel out of place—no matter where you go, no matter what you do. The things you used to do—maybe because you thought you liked them, maybe because you had to, maybe just because you never questioned them— they no longer work. You can’t bear them anymore.
Even drugs or distractions might no longer numb the ache. You can’t escape. And you can’t protect yourself from seeing.
You are here because you’re searching. Because you’ve hit a wall in this world. Because something in you knows: this can’t be it.
Let me remind you: You are not broken. If you no longer feel at home in this world— especially now—
that is a sign of health.
It’s become painfully obvious: The way humanity behaves on this planet is growing more shallow, more absurd. More distraction, more noise, more chaos— all to avoid the abyss within.
The majority is cut off from their own inner worlds. But you are not. Otherwise you wouldn’t be here. You feel. You suffer. You may be in despair. You may be stuck—in depression, in confusion, in tangled situations— not knowing how to get out.

Sometimes the path won’t let you go forward. And there’s no going back. Then the only direction left is inward. And even that… is not a straight line.
But you can use it all— every horror, every nightmare, every drop of pain— to remember what truly matters. To remember your authentic being. To remember your essence.

And yes— to begin to heal. To free yourself. But you need one thing: WILLPOWER. And another: ENERGY. We’re here to support you. With precise practices designed to help you strengthen willpower and build up your inner energy.
But know this: The practices are just tools. What you do with them is entirely up to you. This kind of work only becomes real when you take the stance of a warrior. You can go through the motions—meditate, practice, repeat— and still remain stuck in self-pity, waiting for someone or something to sweep away the sorrow, the fear, the emptiness— so you can finally be happy and whole.
But you won’t be. Because those are just states. Passing states of consciousness.
And hidden within each one is a lesson. A revelation. This kind of inner work is not about becoming happy. It is suffering that gives you depth. It is pain that grants you empathy. (And empathy is not the same as self-pity.) You feel. You see. And you can learn to transmute the weight you carry— into power, into awareness, into raw, creative expression. It’s about working with what is. No more, no less.

You are the only one who can make the decision. To go inward. To face yourself. This page will offer you inspiration— and yes, also orientation and support, if you’re open and willing to face the truth of your being.
And know this:
The darkness is the biggest part of the work.
The darkness most people run from—
yet it silently governs their everyday life,
their choices, their limitations.

Your fears.
Your beliefs.
Your shadows.

We work within the darkness. And only there will you truly see. Only there will you recognize. From outer darkness to the inner one— where so much is waiting. The war. And also, the peace. Stop turning away. Truth doesn’t disappear. Not ever. Look. And learn to be still. Even when you are alone— you are not alone.